T.

an old story,

favorite movie

rain in the evening,

sharing experiences,

full day,

then, i call it.

maybe, destiny where we meet face to face. unorganized is the time, but thats destiny. lucky to be able to meet again where i have never felt happy when i was with you. years apart. im not good at lying, and don’t lie. that the feeling is getting there, and burning!

maybe, i never learn from mistakes, in this case. i enjoying a lot of mistakes. i couldnt never moving on and getting over something. especially, you. what i experienced was never as free and lively as in my mind even if only for a moment.

if in the movie Spiderman No Way Home there is a quote from Michelle Jones (MJ) “if you expect disappointment, then you will never be really disappointed.” i imagine yourself saying to me like that. my imagination has never been good lately. i see-saw your face everywhere!

yes, lately it feels like im on the finger snap by Thanos. in the spell of happiness. the ending of the End Game movie may also change. and if theres one stone that i want to master. the green time stone will be studied. i want to bring back the reality of time. maybe teasing the old days, fixing yesterday.

i was wrong, my happiness is as small as ourself!

however, bad things come after good things. i mean about the destiny, where did you take this feeling? to which side of fate? good or bad? I hope and pray to the good side. but, the ending story of Spiderman No Way Home didnt pleasure many people. every possible directive has thrown away the sweet ending mindset into a cliffhanger ending. once again, im analogous this story.

at this point, only time and myself i can curse. why only now? why was it like that before? why?

can i restart and fix this? start from scratch?

lights will guide u home –

Daggerword / Mahes.

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